Jazzie’s 2000th Epiphany in her 22 years of life. ( You think I’m exaggerating.)
Hello there you Cool Cats and Blazing Bombshells,
Jazzie here, Yes, I’m still alive and kicking contrary to my radio silence this past month or so. it has been hectic, I’ve finally gotten out of a horrible living situation and am now living in a nice little apartment right by my job. I live right by my mom and brother and don’t have to drive 30 minutes to get everywhere. It has been a weird adjustment for me, I can’t remember the last time I felt this stable. Yet, here we are. Sleeping on a bed, and even eating food at home more often. But, due to the stress of the move and the working all the time, I’ve been feeling a little…uninspired. even a little lost. I keep thinking I’m going towards something and the drive just… slows down gradually until once again I’m right where I started. That goes for my health as well. I haven’t been doing as well in that area as I’d like to be. I’m not working out at all, and my diet is atrocious. But, that’s a rabbit hole I don’t want to start going down right now. Now, we talk about the title of this blog post. New Beginnings. And what that statement means to me. It’s about the future of my brand, my ideas, my voice. Everything else may be up in the air right now, but I can say without a doubt. I want to make an impact, whether it be a thousand people, or one. I don’t know if it’s gonna be writing, or youtube. who knows, it may even be blogging. All I know is that there is nothing wrong with being unsure. I’m working towards something for myself, I’m just not sure of what that is right now. But I won’t know if I don’t try. So, that means Jazzie actually uploading and writing more. That means taking better care of my health and most importantly, Not beating myself up so much if one little thing doesn’t completely go my way. this isn’t the new beginning of Let’sGetJazzie, it’s the beginning of a better Jazzie, period. I’ve decided, after getting some advice from a little birdy, that I’m the thing I need to fight for. And I can’t wait for you guys to figure out who that is with me.
Thanks for reading,